How many gifts are given, yet unappreciated? I know of your struggles to understand. Wisdom comes from within and only the will to learn need be had. Wisdom is not for the wise, but for those who seek. It is worthless for the wise for they already have it. If you wish to know and grow, be open to the possibility. Put your focus on the larger issues of life and don’t wallow in the details. Life is lost in the details. Put aside life issues and focus on the love in the moment. Only by doing this, will you find the happiness that you desire.